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  1. Hmm, I don't know. About my new class maybe?

    The 4th semester is starting on March 10 and everyone is getting a new classmates with their business creation team, so team Kedai Kombi is in the same class with other teams from various categories such as Ichusi, Avis, Cestra. I barely know anyone from those group, I know the board of directors from Avis though, but still I have no close friends who are girls. I'm the only girl from Kedai Kombi, even though I'm super close with all the members, I'm longing for a female company in class. But it's not much of a big deal, I'll survive :) other than that, I don't think I have things to worry about. It's all good.

    "Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength"
    - Corrie ten Boom

    XOXO,
    nna

  2. 1. Gods of tits and wine. It's a reference from Game of Thrones. Now that I watch the show and understand it, I always say this to my guy friends who tend to have some perverted jokes like "oh yeah, whatever gods of tits and wine"

    2. Yoloin aja. Comes from YOLO (You only live once) as the core of the words. Has the same meaning as "You know what?! fuck it, Imma do whatever I want to do". The best words to describe our life on the 3rd semester. Haha udahlah, yoloin aja.

    3. No way josé. Basically another way to say no way. Reminds me of my nigga friend.

    4. No shit sherlock. A sarcastic way to say that what others are saying are obvious enough. D'oh. You don't say.

    5. Come to me. Harry Styles. this is just too funny.

    "Life is too important to take seriously."
    - Corky Siegel

    XOXO,
    nna

  3. DAY 23: Something that you miss

    Wednesday, February 26, 2014

    :"(
    My old hair.

    I'm going through a hair fall phase. My hair used to be a lot thicker and lucious and it's my most favourite body part. My hair has been falling since July 2013. I know that I'm just going through phase. It will get better but I should give it some time. I know that I should feel grateful that I'm still young and I'm not even bald. But sometimes it's just makes me feel sad how the past seems better than the present.

    "We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it."
    - Rick Warren

    XOXO,
    nna


  4. DAY 22: Your academics

    Tuesday, February 25, 2014

    I'm in my 2nd year of university, going to start the 4th semester in 2 weeks to be exact. I'm studying business in a private school (not exactly a university, I would say) called Prasetiya Mulya Business School, located in BSD. I used to get good grades in high school without much effort, but I have to admit uni is hard and the system you used to study in high school can no longer be used in uni. I rarely get As in economics subjects (varies in every semester) but I'm a lot better in language, self development, and accounting stuffs. Sometimes I feel extremely dumb & stupid for failing to understand economics every time I go to class. I may have decent grade for me to pass every semester, but as sad as it sounds, I don't learn anything about economics ._. it's bad, I know. But I guess it's just not my forte. 

    I love the way my school do things, they have different system unlike any other business school or university. They don't always force you to gain knowledge but the most important thing is to know how to use & implement them in the world of business and entrepreneurship. We learn to build our own business and experience work environment from early age. Hardwork, sacrifices, high dedication, and teamwork are always more valuable than any other, even intelligence. Uni might be hard and overwhelming, sometimes I feel like giving up on it a thousand times, but I know that the knowledge and experience I'll gain through 4 years of torture would not go to waste :)

    My family from Business 3A who makes the hardest semester in my life (so far) feels bearable :)
    "You are not your grades. You are not your major, your grade point average or your transcript. They're just letters and numbers. They don't determine who you are."

    XOXO,
    nna

  5. When I was still in high school, I used to have such a clear vision of how amazing my future will be. I was so eager to be an entrepreneur, I know exactly what I want to do. After experiencing a year and a half being a business student, my visions seems more like a make-believe. Adulthood is hard and business world is cruel. I'm lost in my own journey, I have no I idea what I want to be in the future. Suddenly, I lose all purpose and all I keep thinking is I just want to be done with it. Although I may not know what my goal is specifically, I still have hopes and faith in God for He is the only One who control my future. What I need and want in the future are pretty simple yet not as easy to achieve. (A LOT) of effort, sacrifices and dedication are needed.

    1. Have a job I'm passionate about. Doing what we love is the greatest way to live by. It would be a dream come true if I could work in the beauty / fashion / magazine industry AAAH.

    2. Have a family. To be married and live with my husband and kids. To be a mom and take care of things and love them with all my might. I think it's every girls dreams to have a family.

    3. Travel around the world. I always daydream about travelling with my boyfriend. We've always planned to travel around the world and experience its wonders on the first year of our marriage. It's cool to have some adventure with the big guy.

    4. Own a bookstore. Just simply because I'm the happiest person when I'm surrounded by books.

    5. Take care of my parents. They have showered me with love and care since I was born. I know I could never return everything they've given me, but taking care of my parents as they grow older would make them happy and it is the right thing to do to your family.

    "Reach high, for stars lie hidden in you. Dream deep for every dream precedes the goal."
    - Rabindranath Tagore

    XOXO,
    nna

  6. DAY 20: Your fears

    Sunday, February 23, 2014

    It's normal to have fear. It's what make you humans. And here are mine...

    1. Rejection. My biggest fear of all. It makes you feel unworthy, especially when it comes to relationships, either with friends or the opposite sex. 

    2. Meeting new people. I guess as I grow up, I become a pretty shy individual and tend to feel awkward when interacting with new people. Stepping out of your comfort zone is not fun, but sometimes it has to be done anyway.

    3. Being in crowded enclosed spaces. I'm a claustrophobic you can say. It drives me crazy to be in a crowded place when it's indoor. For example, PIM gets so crowded on the weekend and I don't like that. I avoid it like hell.

    4. Loneliness. Not that I don't need some alone time, I do. But being alone has a different meaning with feeling lonely. Loneliness is a horrible mental state to have. I just don't want to live by myself, in the future, friendless, with no one to talk to and nobody who got my back.

    5. Car accident. This is new, it started with my friend's car crash. Since then, every time I'm in a car, sudden breaks make me feel jumpy. I feel nervous when cars are too close to another.

    What about you? What are your fears?

    "Fear is only as deep as the mind allows"
    - Japanese Prover

    XOXO,
    nna

  7. DAY 19: Five items you lust after

    Saturday, February 22, 2014

    OOH found out about this event through buzz feed and if you watch GoT, this exhibition will blow your mind!

    Adopt a puppy, esp a little pug!

    I finally learn how to sync ebooks to my iPhone but I've been wanting to buy kindle for so long. It's pretty expensive in Indonesia thou, retails for 2 million rupiahs while it only costs you $119 in amazon.

    MY ALL TIME FAVORITE DESIGNER BAG!

    To travel around the world with my boyfriend.

    XOXO,
    nna

  8. DAY 18: A problem that you have had

    Friday, February 21, 2014

    While studying in University, I have to live outside my hometown and move to BSD, more like a suburb area one and a half hour from Jakarta. I live in a house with 4 other girls who I barely knew (at the beginning). All three of 'em are fellow Prasmul students and the other one is from Binus Alam Sutera. We became friends at some time, living together makes us hang out together more often than others. From 5 girls expanding to a bigger group consists of another 6 (or more, I forgot) boys, we named ourself the Medan Sableng. Since then, life is full of dramas and taking sides. At the end of the semester, the girls moved to another housing and dorms (without telling me) and the Binus girl, which is one of my closest friend, moved, earlier than other though. So, I was left alone with other 4 empty bedrooms.

    I made another new friend with my classmate from Bandung and she moved in with me. We became close and we had each others' back, I did enjoy her company. Things happened and she decided to drop out of Prasmul and I (left alone, again) have to find another friends to live with. Thankfully, two girls from my class inform me about an unoccupied room in the housing they're staying at and I moved in with them. I feel very grateful for their kindness and they accept me and love me for who I am. As a newcomer, I become closer to them and living with them feels just feels like home.

    You might not get the story that I'm telling you, but I hate having to adapt to a new condition and different group of people. It's not fun and it takes a long time and process for me to trust new people I'm living with in each semester. Because of these experiences, I begin to have trust issues with people. Friendship in university is nothing like high school. 

    I really hope things won't change in the 4th semester. Please, stay the same, for awhile.

    "And once the storm is over, you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about."
    - Haruki Murakami

    XOXO,
    nna


  9. DAY 17: Something that you're proud of

    Thursday, February 20, 2014

    Honestly, I don't think I've ever done something big or life-changing but I guess it doesn't really matter as long as it feels personal & important to me. Everyone has their own stories and reasons behind it anyway. This event I'm going to tell you might not be the coolest thing that has happened to me, but at least I feel proud of making the right decision and get out of my comfort zone in the year 2013.  

    In middle school and high school, I'm not really much a person who likes being involved or being a part of a committee. I've been in a yearbook committee though, but the reason I joined was mainly because my friends were a part of it too. I don't like working with people I barely know of. In the first and second semester of university, I also didn't join or participate in any committee / student board stuffs. I tried and submit my CV, but I never got the interview call. I remember attending my first Music Night event in campus. Music Night is an annual music event in campus as a way to appreciate  music as a form of art and is always held on the the last monday of the odd semester. As a girl who loves music so much, I deeply enjoy this event and most of all, it's free for everybody even for campus outsider! Last year, Tulus performed on stage and since then, I began to fall in love with his music. The fireworks were outstanding and fit perfectly with the moments & ambience. Music Night is basically my favourite internal campus event.

    There's an open recruitment for the event every October and last year I decided to try and submit my CV again. This time, I received a call for the Interview and got accepted. I was so happy and scared at the same time, I barely knew other people and Prasmul is a pretty big campus and other 50-ish people got accepted including my seniors and juniors in various division of the team. After 2 months of working together, I became close friends with my fellow tenant division member. Bottom line, I managed to do more than well on my task and learn to interact and work with other people and 2013's Music Night was a major success which I'm so happy about. 

    "The key to a happy life is to have accomplishments to be proud of and purpose to look forward to, and at the moment I had both."
    - Jeff Lindsay

    XOXO,
    nna


  10. Worrying can be helpful when it encourages you to take actions or solve problems, but most of the time, worrying won't change anything. With the anxiety problem that I have, what if is probably the most common question that hunts me down every time. I always think about the things I've done or said to other people at night. What if I could do better or what if I did something wrong and hurt other people's feelings. Sometimes it drives me crazy and takes result on me being too careful when interacting with other people. I know that worrying doesn't change anything, but sometimes I just can't help it.

    "What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if?
    - Letters for Juliet

    XOXO,
    nna


  11. I have never really believed in anything horoscope related, but after reading some articles for this particular post, I found some traits I do have or what I like and I don't like. I could say some of them fits my personality well. For example, I'm a person who loves interacting with other people and spend time with my friends, but I do requires some alone time once in while. What about you? Does your horoscope fit your personality? :)

    *Personal update:
    Finished watching the 2nd season of Game of Thrones today!!! oh yeshhhhh, and episode 19 is one of the best episode ever. the war scene is too epic!

    "I want freedom for the full expression of my personality."
    - Mahatma Gandhi

    XOXO,
    nna



  12. DAY 14: What you wore today

    Monday, February 17, 2014

    OOTD
    Top: Nyla, which is too big on me :(
    Jeans: Random brand
    Shoes: Amble
    Bag: Zara

    PS: MAAF YA LAGI GA MOOD FOTO HEHEHE :")
    XOXO,
    nna


  13. Ahh, the body image issues (writing this sambil nyemil seenak jidat gue). I'm a 5ft 1 (yes, I did converted it to feet, I'm 155cm) which makes me a short girl compared to others, but my height never really concerns me and somehow I've never felt embarrassed being a short girl,  I don't know why. and my weight is 49kg or 98 pounds, I'm not an overweight or obese according to the BMI calculator, but I'm not skinny at all, I still have fats here and there. Esp on my upper thigh, which is annoying because I have super tiny calf and my body does look a lot like reversed triangle with my broad shoulder. 

    So, based on number and measurement, I'm a short chubby girl. I have never been in a really fat or super skinny condition, my body has always been a bit bigger than average, but not fat. Growing up, I'm not the most confident individual. I always feel like I'm ugly and stumpy, even though I know that's not true, but I always feel like it. Sometimes my self judgement went too far, there are those days when I don't feel like being outside my bedroom and hang out just because I'm feeling fat and not in the mood to dress up. Like most girls, I spend a lot of time criticising my own body and often become frustrated that I don't have the body that I wanted to look like. But then again I learn that if you really want it, you work for it, and the case is I don't really work for it, I don't really have motivations for working out, but diet is fine. I began to understand my own body, know what kind of clothing piece that would flatter my body type. And as long I'm still feeling healthy, then I'm fine with it.

    It makes me feel happier. I know that I'm a beautiful woman in my own unique way. I know that those people who matters accept me for who I am, physically and character wise. I might work my butt off to reach those perfect shape for my wedding day later, or maybe it will start now, but for now, I am pretty happy with my body. Still not the most confident though. Biasa aja, hehehe. 


    XOXO,
    nna


  14. Best things in life aren't things #1

    Saturday, February 15, 2014

    A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow. - William Shakespeare.


    Here's to 6 years of friendship!
    XOXO,
    nna

  15. I've done this post hehe, my top 5 attractive guys are:
    to see why, click here

    And here's to another 5 guys whom I find attractive in no particular order.

    His acting skill as Sherlock Holmes is totally FLAWLESS!!! He's such a smart and witty actor, plus he's hot and quirky at the same time. I'm a Cumberbitches for sure.

    I love him since Princess Diaries 2 hehe, he's like the hottest of them all. Look at his eyes, those pair of blue eyes is hypnotising.

    Ah Drizzy Drake, ma Champagne Papi. There's so much to love from this guy, he gets me. Man his songs are soooo emotional, it could draw me to tears. He's a dope ass rapper and I LOVE HIM!

    My favourite member of One Direction. Harry is definitely the cheekiest of all and that's what I love about him. I also love his voice and his sense of humour.

    My favourite cast of Avengers :) you need to see his dance moves, it is glorious. He's my new definition of sexy and his Loki appearance at Comic Con was FUCKING EPIC!!!

    XOXO,
    nna

  16. Valentine's day?

    Friday, February 14, 2014

    Ck, I'm feeling tired dan kayaknya ga akan full on english ngomongnya, just want to express (and might rant?) on something yg feels janggal to me. Today is valentine's day dan so many people celebrate it and exaggerate on it too much ._. shouldn't love be give any day? why does it have to be highly exposed on this particular day? kenapa smua harus getting all lovey dovey and worse, show off everything in social media? oh how messed up our society is nowadays :( it's how they want the world to see how sweet their relationship COULD look like and how the other person loves them so much that bothers me. terus emang kenapa kalo punya relationship yang ga ke expose media? sure I do check in or upload photos a couple of time but I don't like exposing every aspect of my love life to all of them and rub it on their faces. Apakah dengan status gaada kabarnya gua dan sang pacar karena ga post apapun di social media doesn't indicate that I'm having a happy relationship? ngga kan? harus banget gitu upload melulu? --" pacaran kan ya relationship internal. sometimes I just don't get how people thinks, kepengen di ship banget kali ya sama orang lain --" #notaboutthatlife #justsayin muak liatnya lama-lama, kayak pacaran supaya diliat orang doang bukan buat diri sendiri. 

  17. I guess I don't have the proper family photos but my family consists of my dad, my mom, and 3 daughters, me, and my 2 younger sisters: Sara and Abigail. My family is far from normal haha, we always spend our weekends at home while others always go out and as far as I know my life has never been considered normal(?) My sisters and I grew up together and basically have love-hate relationships with each other but it's all in good fun. I love my family no matter how many times we argue and tease each other, I am nothing without them. 


    XOXO,
    nna


  18. AHH my favourite challenge! :) here we goooooo, start shufflin.
    PS: I'll give some youtube links for the songs in case you want to listen to it too :)
    To see my old post on the same challenge, click here

    Knee Socks - Arctic Monkeys
    And I thought you might be mine
    In a small world on an exceptionally rainy Tuesday night
    In the right place and time

    Collide - Howie Day
    Out of the doubt that fills my mind
    I somehow find
    You and I collide
    They don't work hard as you
    Damn that's so crazy
    At the end of the night when you count, numbers don't lie to my baby

    Perfect hit to the dome, dammit babe
    This ain't the girl I used to know, no, not anymore
    TKO
    But do not ask the price I paid,
    I must live with my quiet rage
    Tame the ghost in my head
    That run wild and wish me dead
    Take it, take it all
    Take all that I have
    I'd give it all away just to get you back

    See, I'm true, my songs are where my heart is
    I'm like glue, I stick to other artists
    I'm not you, now that would be disastrous
    I know you want it
    I know you feel it too
    Let's stop pretending
    That you don't know what I don't know
    Just what we came to do
    Ain't no nigga that she holding man her love is too damn foreign
    Look at all that money, the money is the motive

    Confident kid I was trying to grow up with the best
    Watching my step
    Never know college but could find me nodding off always on test-day

    XOXO,
    nna

  19. DAY 9: How important you think education is?

    Wednesday, February 12, 2014

    For me, education is very important in life, it is an investment for your future self. Through the process of education, we gain more, know more, experience more. The way we do things and handle problems are better and way more improved. Education has the power to make a world a better place, a higher quality worker, poverty problem can be solved, boosts economic growth and other positive things.

    To those who have experienced and went through 12 years of school from Kindergarten to High School might question themselves about what they learned throughout all those years. Some think it's a waste of time considering you rarely use the information you have from school at work. But then again, you know all those hardwork does not come to waste when you realize how it makes you as person now. Education develops a perspective of looking at life. It also helps us to build our own opinion and have our point of view on things in life. It makes us capable of interpreting things. It's not just lessons from textbooks, it is about lessons of life.

    XOXO,
    nna

  20. DAY 8: What you ate today?? NYUM FOOD!!

    Tuesday, February 11, 2014

    Pork & egg yolk pao for breakfast!
    Bebek Kaleyo (Bebek muda goreng + cabe ijo) for lunch!!! NYUM
    Smoke beef risol + lemper for (improper) dinner hehe.

    *Personal update:
    Finished watching the 1st season of Game of Thrones!! can't explain my feelings for Ned Starks though :( he's such a goodhearted, loyal lad. Let him live :( #youdontneedtocutmeout

    XOXO,
    nna

  21. Hello guys! :) before writing this post, I thought about things that are considered annoying to me and narrow it down to just 5. I tried though, but it's a tough call, I have more. So the first 5 are going to be my top 5 pet peeves and I would just continue on with the list :)

    1. When people spell my name wrong. Happens a lot whenever I order food / drinks, especially in Starbucks, they rarely spell my name right, which is very irritating because every time I order I would say my name to the cashier like "NA OOOOO MI" with huge emphasizing on the O and they still got my name wrong. Like who the hell would give a name Naomi with an U, NAUMI? it just doesn't sound right, I guess my name is not the most common names after all. The worst case, when I ordered pizza for my boyfriend last week, they wrote MAUMI on the receipt. WHAT THE HELL DUDE?!?! 
    2. Burping, farting, spitting in public. NO! it is disgusting, ew. Burping is the least one I think because I rarely get mad when my friends burp in front of public, I just give them the dirty look. But when anyone like literally anyone fart, especially in my bedroom, it would drive me supeeeer mad because I never even fart in my own bedroom leave alone letting others to do it. My friend once farted in my bedroom and I simply slap his face --" Spitting is the worst of all, if you do that, please just stay away from me.
    3. Smokers. I do have friends who smoke, but I don't like to hang around them when they do the actual activity. I just hate it, it makes me smell horrible, esp when the it lingers on my hair. And I'm allergic to it, so yeah, I'm okay with people smoking, just don't do it when I'm in the same room. 
    4. Eating in my bedroom and leaving crumbs. Please eat outside my bedroom, okay? I don't like it when I have to deal with ants afterward and FYI, I've had dreadful experience where an ant went into my ear, it is horrible, believe me. I don't want to bear the consequences of your silly careless action so you better eat your food outside.
    5. Slow walkers. I have a pretty fast pace when it comes to walking and I don't like when people in front of me walk slower than me. I might walk past them but it's not polite, you know.
    6. Grammar mistakes. You can at least google it first before posting it and you could save yourself from a huge embarrassment
    7. People who litter, especially those who throw trash from their car window as they drive. 
    8. Discontinued product. You make me suffer!

    Even writing this gives me a little urge to rant --" what about you? what are your top five pet peeves? :)

    XOXO,
    nna

  22. DAY 6: Your views on mainstream music

    Sunday, February 9, 2014

    The definition according to the Urban Dictionary :)
    HELLO GUYS! :) I have done a post on my last blogging challenge about the exact same topic, to see my views on it, click here. For me personally, mainstream music is the songs that are keep on being blasted on the radio, over and over again. The status goes for a particular song, which tends to be in the pop genre or maybe even EDM nowadays, or whatever genre that is so hyped up at the moment. The radio plays it religiously, several times in a day until you get bored and can't hear it anymore. At that stage, the song definitely becomes something mainstream to me, it doesn't have anything to do with the artist, it's just the song :) but there's nothing wrong with loving the music our generation claimed as mainstream. Everyone has a different taste and no one could ban you from listen to and enjoy the songs or types of genre that you love. Don't be afraid of labels, screw it! if you love the music, then so be it. 

    *Personal updates:
    Started watching Game of Thrones yesterday and have watched 6 episodes from the 1st season so far. It is interesting enough to keep me going, but at the moment I'm SO FUCKING tired of all the blood bath and the sword battles, it is so cruel, I need a break. 

    XOXO,
    nna


  23. Can't resist to post this..

    Saturday, February 8, 2014



  24. Dear ex,

    Thank you for being such a blessing and thank you for the lessons :) no matter what happen, you used to be my best friend who would listen and gave me advice & always being so helpful and I really appreciate that. Eventhough our friendship does not exist anymore but I do believe that what we had was true and real. Maybe it's just wrong timing or you're not the one for me, but then again who knows? :) You don't know how grateful I am for the time we've spent together, just hanging out or chatting and joking around about some random things. You are such an amazing person and I believe that you will be an even greater man in the future and a much more powerful and influential leader for others, for you have never fail to inspire me :) So, Jendral, finish strong yah :")

    XOXO,
    nna

  25. DAY 4: Bullet your whole day!

    Friday, February 7, 2014

    - Woke up at 8AM! yeah, props for getting up earlier than usual
    - Take a shower, get dressed, eat breakfast
    - Went to PIM (shopping & eat lunch)
    - Went home
    - Endless me time (consists of standard browsing stuff, downloading some songs, watching some NCIS)
    - Eat dinner (which is basically lunch leftover)
    - Might go to sleep early!


    *Personal updates:
    Have been listening to The Weeknd lately, esp the Trilogy album, you should try it.
    The Weeknd: TRILOGY playlist on 8tracks.com

    Anyway, I had Fatburger this afternoon and bought this 'horse' shampoo, haha, I'm just messin with ya, it can be used for human too kok, SELAW!


    Went to Forever 21 today, trying to find some decent clothes to wear for the next semester but found nothing. Tried 2 tops in the smallest size and it was still too big, it is ridiculous. Then what am I suppose to wear? :(

    XOXO,
    nna


  26. DAY 3: A book you love :)

    Thursday, February 6, 2014

    I can't say that I love the whole Hunger Games trilogy because I haven't finished reading Mockingjay, but I'm 100% positive to claim that Catching Fire is my favourite book off all time! This book tells you about what happen to Katniss Everdeen post the 74th annual Hunger Games and how her simple act of trying to save Peeta and herself from death could unintentionally lead to chaos in Panem and she became the symbol of revolution. This second book is so brilliant, I literally finished reading it in 2 days, it is that hard to put the book down :)

    Catching Fire also introduced me to new characters that are essentials to the next part of the trilogy. The author wrote the book in such an intriguing way, every actions described are so full of emotions, it is highly addictive. I just love the whole thing that's happening in the 75th Hunger Games. I don't really fancy the love triangle conflict though. But overall, I can't say enough good things about this book and I've read the book over and over again. The movie adaptation is also insanely captivating, I can asure you it is a lot better than the first one. My mad fan girl heart just can't take it :')

    "We star-crossed lovers of District 12, who suffered so much and enjoyed so little the rewards of our victory, do not seek our fans' favour, grace them with our smiles, or catch their kisses. We are unforgiving." - Catching Fire

    XOXO,
    nna

  27. Random little chat

    Wednesday, February 5, 2014

    I'm feeling very happy today considering I had some awful crappy days this early week. I went to see my boyfriend today at his house, we planned on watching Shutter Island because I heard it's a pretty creepy movie and I don't want to watch it alone. But at the end of the day, we ended up talking all day long about some random things and even if the film kept on playing from my laptop. Hihi, I had to admit that it was one of the nicest part of being with him, just talk about absolutely anything and expressing whatever I have in mind. Eventhough I often become so talkative when he's around, we do enjoy our time just being with each other, feeling the other person's presence without the need to talk or say a single thing. But today we literally did not stop talking, from chatting about our parents' favourite food and what kind of meat they prefer and dislike to helping him and giving some advice on whether his new skinny jeans look good worn with his several pair of different shoes. He also asked me to help him to clean up his wardrobe next time I come around because he's trying to give away some old clothes. Through our 3 years of relationship, we become so close, things just feel so comfortable. And I like it, it feels right :)

    XOXO,
    nna

  28. Honestly I don't really get the question. Should I talk about my value and beliefs or what? Or just talk about some strong feelings I randomly have. Because I could talk about a lot of things for sure, all night long if you want me to. So, let me just discuss anything that came to mind. 

    How sick and twisted our society's nowadays. 
    Have you ever heard of a quote like 'They told you to be yourself and then they judge you'? I feel like it reflects precisely about what's happening in our society. And worse, the one who judge you is not even your friends, they barely know you and they talk nasty behind your back. I might've experienced those kind of situation back in middle school and it was painful and confusing at the same time. I don't get why or how they could be so evil, because I didn't do anything. Leason learned is we should be very cautious about what we say to other people for they might use it against us. Be selective with choosing your friends, it doesn't sound nice, but you'll be thankful for not being with the wrong one who might seems right at that time. 

    I don't believe in marriage equality.
    I'm tolerable when it comes to LGBT issues, I might not join a campaign against LGBT, I won't stop being friends with you if you are one because I know, whatever you do, you're still a human after all and we're all the same. I might not complain and make you stop being what you want, what you believe in. But please don't force me to believe in marriage equality. It's just wrong to me. It's just wrong according to what I believe in. My friends and I discussed about this particular topic NON STOP when we were still in our 3rd semester which was surprisingly fun. One of my friends even showed me a video where being a homosexual is a normal thing and being a heterosexual is not, you know, like a reverse thing. You know what, I won't give in to what the world think is right. You can yell about me being against the humanity, WHATEVER. If you have the right to believe in something, then I do to!

    What about you? What do you believe in? :) Whatever it is, do know that your thoughts are always appreciated and it's okay to have a whole different point of view in seeing something. Be strong when people seems to disagree, don't give in easily, stick to what you believe in if you know that it's what's right! 

    PS: random, but I wanna share the music that I've been listening to lately :) 

    XOXO,
    nna

  29. This is how many children that died in the Hunger Games, without even being mentioned throughout the three books. All these children were under 18. All these children had parents. All these parents' hearts sank to their knees during their child's reaping. All these parents saw their terrified child off at the train station. All these parents heard the sound that signified their child's death. All these parents received their cold, dead child in a wooden box. All these parents' lives ended there. All these parents could say or do nothing. All these parents were marly thanked that they gave up their child. Thanked. And the media focuses on the love triangle. 

    People might say, all these children and parents aren't real. Yeah, sure, I guess that's true. None of these people were real. But let's focus on what this series, and this fact, say about our society. In the series, the Capitol's media focuses entire on the 'fun' of the Games - the fashion, the plot twists, the favourites, the strategies, the romance. And the entire time, they completely overlook the fact that 1,725 children between the ages of 12 and 18 have died. Usuall brutally murdered by other 12 to 18 year old children.

    And how does our real-life media react to this story when news of a movie adaptation reaches them? They talk about the romance. This tragic story of a girl who must choose between her long-time best friend and her new love. Even if she chooses Peeta, they still must fight to the death. The star-crossed lovers of District 12. And many readers of the original novels saw the books through the same lens. You would tell them that you read / were reading the books and their first reaction was, "Are you Team Gale or Team Peeta?"

    Meanwhile, children are fighting to the death. The fact that our media and many every-day people reacted to the Hunger Games the same as the Capitol media scares me. I don't want this world to be anything like the Capitol. I don't think any of us do. And the fact that most of us (including myself) never really considered how many children had died in the games also scares me. 

    The math:
    24 Tributes = (1 girl + 1 boy) x 12 districts = 1 Victor + 23 Dead every year.
    73 Games = 23 x 73 = 1,697 kids

    But on the 50th games (The games Haymitch competed in) had DOUBLE the number of tributes.
    48 Tributes = 1 Victor + 47 Dead = 24 extra + 1,697 = 1,703

    Now, 22 kids died in Katnis and Peeta's first game, because they both live.
    1,725. 

    In 74 years, the brutal, violent murders of 1,725 children aired on TV in Panem and in both the Capitol, and on the red carpet in our world, the first question people want to ask it "Team Peeta?" Damn. Something to think about isn't it? Sorry for the long post though.

    XOXO,
    nna

  30. Ooh I love this kind of question. Maybe it's just me, but I like to write things about relationship, love, and stuffs. It makes me feel mushy inside, what can I say, I'm a hopeless romantic after all :) Even though I could list maybe more than 5 things, but let's just keep it simple, so here we go...

    1. Respectful. Being respectful is very important to me, it takes respect to earn respect. It's nice to know when boys (or should I say man? *wink wink*) consider about other people's feelings and show some kindness to others despite of background differences. I hate it when boys are being cocky, especially when they expect people to treat them nicely when they barely do anything nice to others. Cockiness will get you nowhere while good manners would never hurt anyone. Besides, being respectful could charm anyone's parents right? so why not?

    2. Awesome sense of humour. It's much more attractive when guys have awesome sense of humour, plus if they could make a smart joke / being sarcastic. To me personally, it makes me feel more comfortable. Based on my experience, guys who can make me laugh appeal to me more than the guys with just good looks. It's fun to laugh along and it would be lovely to stay with a guy who know exactly how to make you smile. I'm not much of a funny person so having a humorous partner is essential to me. 

    3. Big love for food. I LOVE FOOD okay, when my days went all crap, food could be the only thing that brightens my day. A guy who shares the same amount of love of food is AWESOME. He doesn't have to take me somewhere expensive, as long as the food's good, I'm fine with street culinary thing. And also if a guy could cook, aww man, that's a HUGE ginormous plus for you.

    4. Being positive. I hate it when guys only talk negatively, it is so not cool. I had this one classmate who talks about nothing but negativity, EVERY SINGLE DAY and I was like, whoa what is wrong with you, please go away. It's just not fun to be around with people like that. But to be honest, I'm not the most positive person because I do tend to whine and complain. Being with positive people just feels better because they spread happiness and optimism. 

    5. Reliable. It is important to know that I can trust my partner. If I can't even rely on them, then what is the point of the whole relationship ._. Everyone, no matter how independent they are, need some kind of support, sometimes we need help. Or maybe someone to talk to and keep it as a secret. 

    Duh, I'm running out of ideas. I'm writing until my brain hurts ._. So there it is, my version of 5 ways to win my heart. Fortunately, there's this special someone who has already won my heart, hihihi :) you know who you are. How about you? What are the 5 ways to win your heart? :)

    XOXO,
    nna


  31. SAY YES TO NEW 30 DAYS CHALLENGE!!

    Monday, February 3, 2014


    Remember about the blogging challenge that I talked about the other day? YES, here's the challenge my bestie, Tanya, picked. Looking at the task, you guys probably realise that I already did some posts on the exact same topic like my views on mainstream music, how important I think education is, etc. I will try my best to write another post about it, hopefully I will come up with some new thoughts / point of view. For me this whole blogging challenge is such a fun way to practise my writing skill and open a new door and introduce myself to a new territory, a topic I might never think about. Sometime, I'm just to lazy to write anything because I have nothing to discuss. Are you ready? cause I am! :) this challenge starts tomorrow, so LETS DO THISSSSS!!!! Oh and I almost forgot, here is the link to my friend, Tanya's blog. Don't forget to also visit her blog and see what she thinks about the topics. 

    XOXO,
    nna

  32. For those who have been reading my blog for quite a long time (actually I don't even know if my blog has readers and what not) might remember that I used to have such a cute blue-ish template. Somehow, the website who provides the template, shabbyblogs.com, no longer has the it, which is sad :( I was doing the whole 30 blogspot challenge when my template suddenly went chaotic and just not as organised. To anticipate the problem, I tried to find another template that will suit my blog well, but I haven't found the right one, UNTIL NOW. Finding an awesome template used to be easier back then. 

    I decided to use the simple template from the blogspot itself. It's better to come up with something rather than just give up on it, I guess. But it's so lack of personality, it doesn't scream me. I found some cute and simple template on some random website, but it has this "read more" thing going on. You know, when your homepage consists of the title of the blogpost and some of the content and the visitor has to click the "read more" button to read the full post. I don't like that, no :( So I would be so pleased if you could bear with me and this whole blog template problem until I find the right one. I know it sucks to see the old boring super plain template, but I'm still trying to find the perfect one, the most pleasing to the eye hehe :) if any of you guys have any suggestion about where I could find a cute template, pls tell me on the comments bar? :) thank you.

    XOXO,
    nna

  33. ASDFGHJKL

    Sunday, February 2, 2014


    Hmm. Saya bosan. Maaf ya.
    The music that I'm listening right now: Music your parents don't like playlist on 8tracks

    XOXO,
    nna


  34. Saturday, February 1, 2014

    "No matter what we're facing, it doesn't matter. 'Cause the reason that I'm here is the same through all these years,"

    * Shoes: Amble
    XOXO,
    nna