Cherry on Top!

so, this year is full of blessings for me.. my friendship with ache, tanya, and prisil is closer than ever this year, we had a lot of fun, esp. on our holiday to bali and when we go to PIM to search our prom dress.. lol, i love my bestfriends :)

i don't know how, but this year, although my parents didn't gave an expensive things like new camera, new phone, or new ipod, but somehow, my parents made me join a lot of events to gain more experience and life lessons, i'm so grateful to God for it.. soo, let me see, humm, this year, i join the Teenage Leadership Camp from adam khoo, girls talk camp wit prisil :) and then character formation from my school (lol) and the last is the I am Gifted Camp from adam khoo.. i did a lot of new things, learned a lot of life lessons, and fought my fears.. haha, yea, i learned to live a simple life, i learned to be a leader, i learned about God's precious gift for girls, lol, a lot of things that inspired me to be a better person and more mature..

and 1 thing that i really2 grateful for this year is when i move to Abbalove Ministry (the youth section) i began to know people lyk k risda, karen (i call her kace), astrid, n k dita.. those are the girls that inspired me a lot this year.. esp k risda, she told me about love, sex, and dating in teenage life nowadays.. and i learn something about the statement "the one and the last"..

gosh, thank you God for a wonderful year that's full of blessing :) i hope i could be a better person and be more mature next year.. :)

xoxo,
nna

so, i just recieved a text message from an unknown number, and it said..

this is a cute love story.. a girl and a boy were holding hands and suddenly the girl asked..
girl: am i pretty?
boy: no..
girl: do u wish to live with me?
boy: no..
girl: will you cry if i leave you?
boy: no..
the girl started to cry.. the boy pulled her close to him and hug her. she even cried louder. the boy kissed her in the lip to stop her crying and said..
"you are not pretty, but you're beautiful.. i don't wanna live with you, but i live for you.. if you leave me, i won't cry, but i'll die.. I LOVE YOU"

well, yeah, love is a wonderful thing.. and it feels great to be loved, but, idk, i think there's no love like this.. i mean, the sentence "i would die for you" is a bullsh*t.. nobody means it, nobody has prove it.. hmmm, sometimes, love is a lie.. that's the ugly truth of love.. :(
"L-O-V-E is just another word i never learn to pronounce" starstrukk - 3OH!3 ft. katy perry

ps: i'm wondering, lol, what if anoop said this to me.. haha, i think i'm gonna melt lol.. haha, just wondering..

xoxo,
nna

so, yeahhh, finally i finished reading this book :) it took me (about) 5 days reading it lol..

so, overall, i love the story, just lyk k hana did, i imagined bout miley playing the role ronnie too when i read it.. it's quite difficult, lol, i don't know why.. the story is wonderful, although dear john is better than this, but the story was different than dear john.. i cried when i read that ronnie's dad is dying.. i was thinking, what if it happens to my dad.. yaah, i'm to emotional ^_^' hehhee

i really2 can't wait for the films, i'm so excited.. i googled the character and the celeb who's playing them. lol, when i googled about the role marcus (Nick Lashaway), idk, he doesn't look bad enough! lol, when i read about marcus, i was thinking about miley's bro, trace cyrus, i mean he had a lot of tattoo and he also looks pretty scary and creepy, lol, i think he's perfect for this role hahah.

btw there's a new cover version of the last song, with miley cyrus and liam hemsworth on the cover!! i thought it's cute though, but i like the original one better, haha, it's abstract and with cute baby turtle on it, better for my imagination hhahaha.. it's a beautiful scene and seems more mature

yesterday, finally i bought this book!! yes, it's the last song!!! yippie, i've been searching for this book for several weeks and it has sold out in the entire periplus bookstore.. fortunately, i found this book, without the plastic wrap at gramedia MKG, i'm soo happy i finally found this book.. and i'm really2 surprised when i look at the price.. i still remember, last month, when i saw the first book that released in periplus, the price is 185.000 rupiah, but at gramed, it only costs me 156.000.. wow, such a huge difference.. :)

and there's one more book that i really2 want to buy, it's miles to go by miley cyrus.. my BFF, tanya bought the latest new version of miles to go.. i found it yesterday too, at periplus, the price is lower than the first version, it contains 5 new chapter and the cover is still the same one.. but, when i google it, the new version of miles to go has a different cover and it said that it will be released world wide on march 2010.. i'm pretty confused but i feel grateful i didn't rush to buy that book yesterday, well, actually thanks to my dad, he told me to think about it and checked another bookstore to search for the last song once again.. :)

hahaha, so, i haven't blog for a long time, like 5 days, i miss you blog, i miss my friends, i miss my twitter, i miss watching E! channel and foxcrime, lol.. 1 thing that i didn't miss, my facebook!! so, did you miss me?? do u know where hve i been for those 5 days?? i join the adam khoo camp again (my first one is the TLC) this one is I am Gifted camp.. lol, at first, well, i'm not forced to join this camp too, i just feel scared and afraid to meet lots of new people on the camp.. but i learn a lot from this camp.. thanks to my friends, fellow participants, supportive coaches, and great trainers :) (btw, monic join IAG tooo, yeay, and she brought her super talkaltive and "lebhay" cousin, cassie :) i love her!!)

so i'm a member of group 9, we named it the red clouds, my fellow is rico, nico, adrian, kevin, mitha, and fahmi, those guys are awesome partners, we learn things together, we study together, we work together, we support each other, we laugh, we dance, a lot of things we've done together.. hmm, i miss my group.. i know that we can reach our goal guyz.. never give up, be fearless, there's no failure..

there's a lot of supportive people too, such as, our lovely super energetic and crazy coaches!! LOL, seriously, they are very very crazy, they shout and scream (they call it"rara") all the time, they jump and dance, they run very very fast, they never seemed tired, and i love them berry berry much!! they kick our log soo hard, they show us how's life, even life is way harder than the swinging log, they scream "when life is shaky, wut must you do?" and then we have to answer "focus on my outcome" and it makes me sick of that conversation lol .. they do a lot of hamsters, up downs, and yahoo wit us.. lol, such a great time we've spent together.. :)

my coach is joe.. lol, at first we don't know his full name, so we wrote joe sandy on our first exam (i have no idea who joe sandy is.. i never watch indonesian tv, i know, lame.. T_T') he's a nice guy, he support us, he kick our log very hard, he shout for us until he lost his voice, thank you so much joe.. on one moment, we cried together, but i don't know why, i really2 want to laugh that time, i know it's not the right time, but i remember a lot of stupid things we did to reach our goal (lol, we did a lot of funny-yet-stupid mistake)..

my roommates are such crazy gurls!!! lol, we have the real fun on the last 2 nights.. we order delivery fast food for 2 nites (the 1st nite, we order KFC, and on the 2nd nite we order MCd).. i don't know if we're allowed or not.. lol, at the first nite, 2 coaches caught us!! lol, we were kinda panic, but it didn't stop us to do the same thing.. this one is really2 funny and unforgettable.. we order some food from MCd, and when the delivery guy arrived, we drag him into our room quickly so the coaches won't caught us this time..

but, unfortunately, there were 5 coaches checking the room on the 5th floor that time.. gosh, we panicked, we're (kinda) hostage the delivery guy, crisa hid him in the bathroom!! LOL, while gaby and i were waiting for the coaches to dissapear.. when they're gone, we let the delivery guy to go out.. when we were going to start eating, but we heard some coaches were talking outside our room, when we looked out, it was tiara and some guy (we can't see him very clearly).. so we throw our food into the wardrobe (lol, seriously) and we pretend to sleep and we turn off the light.. haha, finally the coaches really really dissapeared this time, and then we continued eating our food, it was like 3 in the morning.. lol, we laughed a lot that nite.. unforgetable moments..
all the trainers are awesome, there's adam khoo, danny the funny guy, freddy the sexy (lol) and hui min.. they teach us a lot of life lessons, such as successful life, they tell us how to reach our goal, the tell us that we're loveable and capable.. they tell us about how our parents love us very much.. and they teach us to do speed reading, memorizing a lot of things, and making a key idea tree.. my fav trainer is.. DANNY!! he's really really funny, i never get bored listening to him..

so, i had a lot of fun, life lessons, and motivation in this camp.. i would really want to go back, but as a coach, i really2 want to join the coaching team!! why? i want revenge! lol, i want to kick the log so hard, lol, i want to be a leader, i wanna be crazy, i want to do a lot of rara and hamsters, updowns, wutever it is.. lol, soo, yeah, i really had a great time on IAG..

i really miss you guyz and i wish we could rewind it..
i ♥ you guyz!
nna

well, i know it's a bit too late to say this, but, i'm still gonna say it anyway..

i'm sorry i can't go online and say it on twitter or blog it on 20th december, bcuz i'm on the I am Gifted program.. i miss you badly, lol, i haven't see you for like 6 month.. gosh, i miss your awesome voice, i miss your performances, and today, i watched your audition tape once again, and oh gosh, i just realised that your fashion taste has changed.. lol, u dressed better nowadays.. lol, i know, not so important, but at least, i noticed that!! lol.. big fan big fan..

PS: to my BFF, achuuiii and tanyaa, lol, wakakaka, najezzz gw gilaa banget niii!! wakakaa, thx for listening to all of my crazy stories about noopy.. for tanyaa, thx for the compliment :) u say noopy's cute huh? lol, i think so too.. :) for achuiii, thx for reminding me to watch his audition today :) i really appreciate that :) haha, guyz, get readyy yaaa.. gw psti ntar lgii gilaa anoop lagiii niii.. wakakaaka, it's good to be back to normal :) wakakaka

i ♥ you noopy, i'll always will :D
xoxo,
nna

xoxo,
nna

i started to love mr lautner just from 2 days ago.. lol, yeaaa, my bestfriend and fellow team jacob (and team-anti edward of course, lol) influenced me wit this cute guy.. i'm talking bout niaaa and angeL.. lol, we talked about tay a lot, on our twitter account, and sometimes we talk about the non important one.. we talked about his armpit's hair one day, lol, yeaa, i know it's kinda GROSS and STUPID!! lol, angel and i assumed that a guy wit armpit's hair is machoo, but niaa disagree wit us.. lol, she hates tay's armpit's hairr.. okay, lol, enough with itt. lol, big fan, big fan

for me personally, i love the non buffed tay, tay without the 6 pack and all the (awesome though) abs.. lol, before he had the 6 pack, he looked cute, childish, and innocent.. but now, with the new body, sometimes he looks kinda (i'm sorry to say this too) GAYISHH!! lol, or nia, angel, and i used to call him MAHOO!! lol.. but, whatever u do tay, we love yaa... lol,

dedicated to my fellow team jacob, nia and angel
xoxo,
nna

the 17-year-old actor joked in his opening monologue about joking with the future babies in heaven about hosting the show and how he took his shirt off way too much.

my comment: "tay, ur sooo HOT!! and of course i don't mind seeing those awsomely made abs and chest.. lol.." wakakaka, crazy talking..



xoxo,
nna

On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace

All my fear is swept away
In the light of your embrace
When Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails

When Your name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

When the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness, no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your name

Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven

xoxo,
nna

xoxo,
nna

omg!! can't wait for this film!!

so, i've been watching this CW tv show since october i guess, at first, when i read it's review in looks magazine, i was not very interested.. but then, i go to pasar festival to buy some dvds, and my BFF, monica bought it, so, i guess i should try to watch it too, just for fun.. at first, i was pretty scared watching this tv show, but i really2 love the story, it's more complicated than twilight, and it has family conflict which makes it more interesting..

it's kinda shocking watching the vampires suddenly appears.. and the story gets more interesting, espcially when damon turn vicki into a vampire.. it's not like twilight, where the vampire just have to bite human to turn them into a vampire, in the vampire diaries, they have to trade blood.. and vampire in twilight sparkle when they hit the sunlight.. man, it's RIDICULOUS!, in the vampire diaries, vampires burn when they hit the sunlight, but the salvatore had this ring to protect them from burning.. lol, it's pretty funny though.. so, yeah, i enjoy watching this, and i love it! besides, the main character (the vampires) are pretty hot! LOL, and the girl is very pretty too.. :D

xoxo,
nna

kmaren itu gw telpnan ama ka risda, kakak rohani gw yg udah gw anggep kyk kka ndiri (hixx, pgen bgt gw punya kka kyk dy, bneran deee).. trus awal2nya kita ngomongin topik2 gaje n ngalor ngidul.. trus mulailah kita ngomongin ttg mentoring n LSD (love, sex, and dating)..

gw udah tau sii, klo di greja gw, abbalove d'best itu kita komitmen ga pacaran. gw ngerti juga maksudnya krna apa, tpi entah kenapa gw susah buat describenyaaa.. haha, jdi kmaren itu ka risda memperjelas lgi ttg masalah relationship antara cowo n cewe.. yg pertama, sahabatan cowo cewe itu ga masalah, asal mainnya selalu bareng2, ga beduaan aja, karna klo bduaan, somehow bsa tumbuh chemistry yg bisa menjurus ke arah pacaran, kan banyak jga tuh, persahabatan antara cowo n cwe yg ancur cuma gara2 mereka pernah pacaran, such a waste bgt kan tuh persahabatan..

yg kedua, HTS itu sangat2 ga banget.. i mean, duh, apaan sii, masa hubungan ga jelas gitu statusnyaa, klo mau, iya iya, ngga ngga dong.. hubungan tanpa status itu sangatlah ga bertanggung jawab, itu namanya ga mau terikat sama tanggung jawab.. dan kenapa kita mau aja digituin? apa kita mau aja diperbudak sama yang namanya hubungan tanpa status?? pernah mikir ga, Bapa kita yg disurga juga pasti gamau klo kita diperlakuin kyk gitu, Dia pasti ga terima kita dipermainkan sama orang lain..

yg k3, pacaran itu bukan main2, itu adalah hal yang srius banget, yang punya banyak tanggung jawab, ga asal ditinggalin aja kalo udah ga suka.. makanya, klo diumur2 sekarang tuhh, ga usah lah pacaran dulu, itu skolah aja blum bener, klo pacaran plajaran mau dikemanain? persahabatan yg lgi erat2nya ga bisa ditelantarin gitu aja, cuma gara2 relationship sama cwo yg lw tau pasti, sooner or later, lw bakal putus ama dy..

wktu gw ditanya ama ka risda skali lagi ttg alesan gw knpa ga pcaran, awalnya gw cuma blg, krna lgi males punya relationship, trus merasa blum bisa bertanggung jawab, masalah skolah ntar keteter, n gw gamau menomor duakan persahabatan gw.. tpi satu hal yg gw baru ngerti saat itu, segala hal yg bukan dari Tuhan, akan Dia gagalkan cepat atau lambat, dengan cara apapun, kalo kita pacaran ama org yg bukan dari Tuhan, kita pasti ujung2nya putus sama dy, gimanapun caranya, Tuhan ga mau ngelepasin kitaa. jadi buat apa kita buang2 waktu, berujung di sakit hati pulaa.. dipikir2 itu sama aja kyk ngerusak diri sendiri, ngelukain diri sendiri.. jdi mendingan kita nunggu waktu yg tepat, nanti Tuhan yg akan kasih kita pasangan yg terbaik, biar cowo yg dikasi Tuhan itu nanti yg menjadi the one and the last bwt kitaa :D

ni statementnya ka risda yg membuat gw terharu: "I commit myself for the one for the last.. I'm standing still in my purity to give my best for this man who will be with my partner in God's calling for the rest of our lives.. I believe God's been protecting me all along for this reason.."
xoxo,
nna