Cherry on Top!

I've always have problems with my confidence level, because I always feel insecure. Like I'll never be good enough, I'll always make mistakes, nobody loves me, I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm in a wrong path, etc. I'm pratically a girl with no self esteem. I also suffer with anxiety, which is very unpleasant and sometimes all I wanna do is spend time at home because I'm just to afraid to even walk out of my comfy zone / hiding place :(

Just like a normal people, I have fears and one of the worst is fear of rejection. I've managed to overcome some issues with these fears, but I often failed. As I grow up, I learn to think more realistically and learn to love myself and accept myself the way I am. It's a really long and hard proccess and I am still learning to love myself even until now. My perception and point of view is messed up, it's not even normal to think about how unlovable I am, because it's not true and it might stop you from doing things and having new experience. I started to say yes to almost every challenges and try not to overthink it. Overthinking often leads to some major problems and worries always make things seems worse than it is. 

I wouldn't describe this situation as a problem that I've had, because however, I'm still learning on how to deal with anxiety and low self esteem :)

XOXO,

nna