Hi guys, I nearly forgot about this whole 30 blogposts challenge thing, I was about to go to sleep when I realized I haven't written today's post ._. I'm feeling pretty sleepy right but I don't want to miss a single post, I'll try my best but maybe I'll use bahasa here and then hehe :)
Well from my point of view, religion doesn't have the same meaning as BELIEFS. Religion terkesan agak-agak agamawi, kalo di Kristen tuh namanya taurat banget. Religion ibarat cuma status di KTP, lo punya agama but who could ever guarantee that you're living the life your God wants you to live. Not just living with the Dos and Don'ts, but living with a purpose and calling.
I may not be the most perfect person ever according to HIM, but who is? Satu hal yang gw percaya, gw diciptain dengan tujuan, dengan purpose dan calling, dipanggil untuk beritakan keselamatan ke seluruh bangsa, no matter how hard it will be, no matter what kind of risks it'll give me. As far as I now, it's one of the hardest thing karena kalo lo melakukannya ga pake hati, without PASSION, tanpa hati yang berapi-api menjerit buat lawatan, ga ada gunanya, ga ada artinya. It'll bring people to Him tapi kita malah bisa luput dari perkenanan dan ga dianggap lagi :( that's why it's not the easiest thing to do karena ga cuma bisa dibuktiin dari action but yet the simplest thing karena cuma butuh kemauan dari hati lo dan penyerahan penuh sama Tuhan.
The second thing I believe that my whole life is a gift and a grace from Him. Semua pencapaian yang udah gw lakuin, everything I've received and gift to others, it's not mine, it's Him. I don't own anything in the world. Without Him life would be meaningless, we might feel happy but it's just temporary.
Third thing is bukan cuma sama manusia yang punya relationship, tapi sama Tuhan juga :) one of the greatest feelings in my life adalah bisa ngerasain yang namanya dipeluk sama Tuhan. I really love HUGS, so to feel His warmth is just wonderful and undescribably beautiful. Sama Tuhan itu bisa ngerasain kasih sayang dari Bapak, sebagai mempelai dan kekasih hidup, sebagai guru, sebagai sahabat dan itu yang bikin punya relationship sama Tuhan rasanya special banget. He's the One I could trust the most, He's the One would be there for me through the good and the bad, He's the One who loves me when I'm feeling worthless, insecure and anxious.
HUA pokoknya sayang banget sama Tuhan Yesus :) He's the love of my life, I wouldn't trade Him for treasures or gold or riches untold. I may not look like the most religious person ever on social media, but I do love my dear Jesus and loving Him is the greatest thing in my life :)
My favorite verses at the moment:
But because God was so gracious, so very generous, here I am. And I’m not about to let his grace go to waste. Haven’t I worked hard trying to do more than any of the others? Even then, my work didn’t amount to all that much. It was God giving me the work to do, God giving me the energy to do it. So whether you heard it from me or from those others, it’s all the same: We spoke God’s truth and you entrusted your lives. - 1 Corinthians 15:10
XOXO,
nna
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